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Birthday In a Scrapyard

by Sicktale

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1.
Glitch 04:42
Glitch! This is the way I'm feeling now. Feeding all my doubts and fears. Glitch! In the sea of uncertainty I'm a drifting castaway. How can I still believe In something that makes sense? Glitch! This is the way I'm feeling now. Glitch, is a state of mind. Glitch! When you finally see the shore And you realize that you are sinking How can I still believe In something that makes sense? How can I still remain To fight day by day? Glitch! This is the way I'm feeling now. Glitch, is a state of mind. Glitch! This is the way I'm feeling now. Glitch, is a state of mind.
2.
The Adherent 05:04
I lied to my clan. And I was forced to forget. This bitter sickening fucking toady. Never again. Yeah, whenever there is a wasteland, The only way out is a breakdown. My distress is a blow. The adherent is a glove. I blamed all my own deeds And i stood alone. Outsider, backslider, collider, Fire under the ash. Yeah, whenever there is a wasteland, The only way out is a breakdown. My distress is a blow. The adherent is a glove. Overrun the sinful, Like a spore, Reaching out to the core and shifting no more. Bite this handoff! Yeah, whenever there is a wasteland, The only way out is a breakdown. My distress is a blow. The adherent is a glove.
3.
Hear the sound of thoughts burning inside the head. Hear the sound of voices never heard before. Here and now, Hear the sound of nothing. Hear the sound of the void that rules the world. Hear the sound of novelty as old, because Even between the lines You will find the truth of nothing! Of nothing! (Of nothing! (It's not a matter of points of view.) Of nothing! (It's not a matter of points of view.) Of nothing! (It's not a matter of points of view.) Of nothing! (It's not a matter of points of view.)
4.
Amen 04:55
Abdicate makes free, Burdens alleviate their size, But I’m not programmed to be an empty barrel. Bending down the straight line, Complicating my landscape, Revealing nothing but a dry frontage. This is a non-conformance. Another wrong conception. Amen. I am the worst adulteration ever. Sacrifice truth, Digging to get out of this slough. Keeping my worshiped whiteness dress clean Borderline as a guardroom. Hidden like a ghostwriter, A closed curtain for distracted looks. This is a non-conformance. Another wrong conception. Amen. I am the worst adulteration ever. Amen. I am the worst adulteration ever.
5.
Regrets 03:37
Falling in deep nothing seems to be fun, Burning the wings trying to reach the sun. Falling in deep now you know you're alone. No place to rest, no one can bring you back home. Falling in deep you got the time to realize All the wrong paths you've taken in your life. Falling in deep you don't want to breathe no more. It's hard to believe that you can get what is gone. Falling in deep without knowing the reason why Everything takes another shape before your eyes. Falling in deep nothing seems to be fun, Trying to look back at all that you have done. Falling in deep you got the time to realize All the wrong paths you've taken in your life. Falling in deep you don't want to breathe no more. It's hard to believe that you can get what is gone. Falling in deep I don't want to breathe no more. Falling in deep I don't want to breathe no more. (It's hard to believe that you can get what is gone.) Falling in deep I don't want to breathe no more. Falling in deep I don't want to breathe no more. (It's hard to believe that you can get what is gone.) Falling in deep I don't want to breathe no more. Falling in deep I don't want to breathe no more. (It's hard to believe that you can get what is gone.) Falling in deep I don't want to breathe no more. Falling in deep I don't want to breathe.
6.
The Guest 04:40
Holding off the drift. Wriggling my whole being. I go down to terms with my sins. Just thinking to hide them with mist. This is the story, this shit won’t let me out. I plan my sorrow. The guest is sacred. Fighting, yeah. I see. Climbing on my grief. Forsake and reclaim dust and seeds. Four thousand years old. My bad meat. This is the story, this shit won’t let me out. I plan my sorrow. The guest is sacred. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close. This is the story, this shit won’t let me out. I plan my sorrow. The guest is sacred. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close. All the way. Go dawn. Far away so close.
7.
The Gambler 03:29
I emptied my pockets from all that I have, And took a seat with my best poker face. No doubt in mind. I know, this is my place. Kissed by luck? No! What do I have to loose? Sometimes I think ‘bout what the hell I've done and what I've become, And sometimes I think that I don't give a fuck! No one can tell me what I have to do to play my hand. “She's” calling me and I get ready to bet. Life is really sad when “She” betrayed the promises made. How can I give worth to my dreams and everything I've never done. Leave or stay, no other way to play this fucking game, now I hold my breath, ready to jump into the void. I say all in!! Oh, can you understand the reason why I bet my life? Or do you think that I have gone insane? Sometimes in life what you think is best it is not right So I check my cards and I get ready to bet. Life is really sad when “She” betrayed the promises made. How can I give worth to my dreams and everything I've never done. Leave or stay, no other way to play this fucking game, now I hold my breath, ready to jump into the void. I say all in!! Life's really strange when it starts to play with you. This fucking game is all I have to do and nothing matters. Leave or stay? That's the final choice. I hold my breath and jump into the void. I say all in!!
8.
All the colors fade away. Black or white seem the same. Like an haze that covers everything, Erasing all the dreams. What remains is your memory. I see through all the things you've buried under a thousand lies. Nothing to explain, falsity was your game. All the colors fade away. Black or white seem the same. Like an haze that covers everything, Erasing all the dreams. What remains is your memory. You are just another loser. Brother, take your rags and get out of my way. Nothing to complain, when in trouble choke the fear and do it anyway. All the colors fade away The Black and white turns to gray. Like an haze that covers everything, Erasing all the dreams. What remains is your memory. What remains is your memory. What remains is your memory. What remains is your memory. What remains is your memory.
9.
Burning inside and feeling ill. Shadows are covering everything. My ghosts return in their best shape. Fragility is not my trait. No time to astound birdbrains. Loneliness sometimes is the only way. Trying to balance stillness and rage. Drying a little everyday. And it feels like a birthday in a scrap yard, Outside all the innocence is crawling over. Just another point into my timeline chart, When everybody seems to pull me under, I don’t give a fuck, I’m stronger. Burning inside and feeling ill. Shadows are covering everything. My ghosts return in their best shape. Fragility is not my trait. And it feels like a birthday in a scrap yard, Outside all the innocence is crawling over. Just another point into my timeline chart, When everybody seems to pull me under, I don’t give a fuck, I’m stronger. Find my scars right behind my timeline chart, Where all the grace is falling down the upside, Innocence ends right above now. Flame generates flames, come to burn the open range. Again and again, let’s burn the open range.
10.
Weight 04:30
Party is over! Lay down your hands. An hangover is living in your head. Sleepin’ inside This house made of rags. Out is rainin’ sand, no one seems to care And I’m feelin’ like a bored child. Watching the train go by. You think you’re closer To the end of line. But every step you take Just decreases the time. Feel the blood flow Inside your veins While you see the ground So close to your face. And I’m feelin’ like a bored child. Watching the train go by. I kicked all the time Trying to find my way I spread my wings to fly away But the weight of life brings me down, down, down. I kicked all the time Trying to find my way I spread my wings to fly away But the weight of life brings me down. I kicked all the time Trying to find my way I spread my wings to fly away But the weight of life brings me down, down, down. (Party is over!) Down, down, down. (Party is over!) Down, down, down. (Party is over!) Down, down, down. (Party is over!)

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released March 6, 2020

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